REALLY REALLY WANNA!

I CAN'T WAIT TIL YOU COME BACK AVA!

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I need/want/going to buy...

- a Mac Book. I want a black one but it's more expensive than the white one. So I might just have to settle for a white one. Even though I'd really like a black one. UGH. White it is!

- BOOTS. I have my flat black boots from Urban Outfitters but I need some dressy boots! It's winter and I want something snazzy to wear when I go out!

- to join a new gym. I've been going to the downtown YMCA but I don't like it. I see too many familar faces, the eliptical machines with the tvs are ALWAYS occupied during the time I want to go, MEN stare too much and they don't have a steam sauna. I actually did a session of pole fitness and really enjoyed that. Although, it was EXTREMELY hard and I had bruises all over my legs from gripping the pole like a monkey. It's NOT as easy as it looks!-- PROPS to all the pole dancers/strippers out there! Anyways, I've also considered doing latin dancing lessons. Learn to shake it like Shakira while getting a work out! I'm waiting for a call back from the dancing instructor and I'll go from there. I wish I was one of those people who are natually skinny and just eat whatever they want! Curse these puerto rican genes!

That's pretty much all I NEED. I don't really NEED a Mac Book or boots but I really really want them to the point where they're basically a need. BAH! I DO NEED to start some form of exercise though. I've been eating healthier which is good. I've noticed the increase in my energy and I've lost some weight. Not enough weight though! I have this image in my head and until my body replicates that image I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED. I want to be nicely toned before I have a baby! If I don't it'll be even harder to reach my ideal body!