Friday, April 24, 2009

Just emptying my mind...

You know, I don't understand the logic some people have going on in their heads... Why is it that when a friend (certain friends) f*cks you over they flip the script and start acting shady? Then all off a sudden it's like you've done something wrong, rather then the friend who just pulled the rug from beneath you. What sense does that make? What ever happened to fessing up to your faults, apologizing and moving on? I don't get it. LOL. It's just weird. This all goes back to one of the blogs I have about pulling some weeds out of my life-- weeds being the friends that I don't need.

It's also hard for me to take advice from people who don't help themselves/take their own advice. Here's an overly exaggerated example-- a 500lbs person telling me to stop eating fast food and jump on a treadmill. O_o? Yeah. ha ha.

Lastly, I fall guilty to flaking. This is something I try hard not to do because I know how much it bothers me to be flaked upon. Or when someone takes interest in my dreams/goals and they hype it up like they want to take part and have interest in it-- then, do nothing. This is why I've started to keep these things to myself. I've never been dependent on anybody but myself and it's time I move on ALONE. Nobody's going to help me get to where I'm going but me. After all, I'm not going entirely by my lonesome... I have the man upstairs who's going to be by my side. His love never fails.

I didn't mean to come off bitter or upset in this blog. I just needed to empty some things I've had that were setting heavy on my mind. Love covers a multitude of sins - 1st Peter 4:8. Do not let love and faithfulness leave you; bind them to your neck. Write them on the tablet of your heart - Proverbs 3:3

2 comments:

Renee said...

can i get a witness? :) ♥nae

avaflaava said...

maybe your friend is ashamed of themselves and to stubborn to admit&apologize so they just try to avoid you and the situation. bitchassness!

and WORD on everything else.