MJ ALL DAY

My favorite video of all time.

Tested

God's been really testing my patience this week.

A co-worker pushed my buttons the wrong way for the past couple days, the parents and I just on the wrong page, arguing with my sister, certain "friends" giving me negative feedback and WOW! What an intense 3 days. I'm just feeling all this stress and frustration all at once! I know God's there and he's not going to give me more than I can handle. I THANK GOD for not giving me more than I can handle.

I'm off to Boston and NYC in a couple weeks! Hawai'i for labor day weekend in Seattle and ATL during the last week September. I'm looking forward to these next couple months and am so thankful that God has blessed me with opportunities.

I really wish I could be with Ava in Germany during her pregnancy and after! I so want to be there! AVA- I MISS YOU SO MUCH! :(

Psalm 85: 12
O Lord Almighty,
blessed is the man who trusts in you.

Psalm 86: 7
In the day of my trouble I will call to you, for you will answer me.

Hold My Heart

I've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyes
So much can slip away before I say goodbye.
But if there's no other way, I'm done asking why.
Cuz I'm on my knees, begging You to turn to me
I'm on my knees, Father will you run to me?

One tear in the driving rain,
One voice in a sea of pain
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breakin' heart?
One light, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand
If You're everything You say You are
Won't You come close and hold my heart.

So many questions without answers, Your promises remain
I can't sleep but I'll take my chances to hear You call my name
To hear You call my name

- Tenth Avenue North

Getting closer...

to my dreams.

July 2nd, 2009 is my interview and entrance exam. It's in God's hands!

Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him. He will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream.
Jeremiah 17:7-8